To Blog

I blog. Yes, I do. But I do more than merely doing. I am in a process of defining myself. I am like a fish in the sea. Where the sea and fish are not two things, but one. No duality there. Just two aspects of one individual. The fish wants to discover the sea and the sea wants to hold the fish. One wants to flow freely; while the other tries to concentrate on a single point. Yet no duality. I write because I want the states of my heart to be captured, like a snapshot. A long snapshot maybe. I want to concentrate on a single point. Because I want revelations out of that point. If this is discovery, in the sense that wisdom which unsettles at my heart wants to let itself free, ultimately aiming at immortality. Then the former is re-discovery: Had I been clear to myself? Do I make sense to the outer world?

'Do you make sense, Umer?'

I cannot answer. Allow me to become the sea once more.